be grateful

I am wearing my 2 year old pants…

I won’t complain… I’m grateful

For other people out there may not have any clothing at all…

I have an instant noodles to cook…

Give thanks!!

Others don’t eat at all!!

Give thanks to God! every minute, every second for not all the time that we will be having this kind of graces… Pray for the poor, oppressed, hungry…etc… for your helping them somehow…

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a victim’s love

Opened my eyes…

I am truly in vain

My heart still cries

From yesterday’s pain

Bitter goodbyes

Made me walk in the rain

Thinking what lies

Beneath your foolish game…

I am a victim of play

You made me believe

There will never be  a day

That will make me leave

I am a victim of play

You had a chance to deceive

But someday somehow you’ll pay

For all the things that I grieved..

I’ll go away

To heal myself

To enjoy today

To spend some wealth

I’ll go somewhere

In a peaceful place

Good things are there

and no problems to face..

You’ll see I’ll be strong

I’ll never give up

No more will I be wrong

I’ll never ever stop….

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I am starting to love it…..

I think I’m falling in love with writing!!!!…..

Can’t wait to write down what I’m feeling today…

I feel excited…. not only to write but to read!

Blogging is I think is the most fantastic hobby ever!!!

yeah!… I hope what I’m feeling right now would be forever…

Ahhh… blogging… what else do you have in stored for me…

Can’t wait..

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He’s handsome!

After one excruciating labor, April 18,1999, One handsome little guy was acknowledged by the very first person who saw him…my OB-GYNE.

No sleep…

More than 24 hours labor…

I was just so tired that I fell asleep after I gave birth on my first son..

Then, I thought I was dreaming… I can hear a voice of a woman I recognized… she was telling someone with great eagerness, “The little boy is very handsome, all the pain of her mom is worth it!”

Then I opened my eyes I can see my OB-GYNE talking to my husband who is carefully holding our little baby…. our little handsome one!

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My son..

I read one post about a mom joyfully narrating her love story about her one year old son…

In an instant I remembered my son too… He is now 11 years old.. from the moment I gave birth up to my last conversation with him as he is away from me right now…..(have to live and work away from him to be able to enroll him on the best school in our place)…. Memories are now flooding.. yeah.. it’s painful, awfully painful, but thinking that he will be going to a school I always dreamed of for him… the pain ceases.

Can’t wait to have my vacation..

Can’t wait to see him, actually not only him, his sister too…

Oh God! Give me strength to overcome homesickness…

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My first blog….

I really love reading, for me that’s one of the best things that I might do in a day…. but I think…it’s about time to love writing as well…

I hope this blog will help me learn how to love writing…

but… you know what, before I’ve started I have read a lot of posts already…

so…goodluck… to read or to write!! let’s see…

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Hello world!

Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!

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